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Statement. [Apr. 18th, 2010|02:41 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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[Current Location |Apartment]

I think it is about time that I do this. I haven't done an update like this in quite awhile. And now I have a reason to.
 
Ladies and Gents, my fellow Livejournal readers, followers, prayers, hopers, Merchants of Marvels and Peddlers of Dreams.

I am the happiest I have been in years.

My life is finally at a point I can be happy with.

I love my day job. For those of you who don't know, I nailed a contract to work at Starbucks at the SSC in Seattle.
I love my extra job. I now write for Popwreckoning.com and do independent photography on the side.
I love the fact that I am in Seattle all the time, and that I get to see the Space Needle EVERY day.
I love the fact that everything about my day feels right.
I love my plants that grow on my porch, that I get to take care of.
I love that I get to go to shows and take pictures and get to be a part of music history. (Saw Soundgarden on Friday. Amazing)
I love the fact that I have a boy who calls me beautiful and sexy and isn't afraid to be himself around me.
I love the fact that that wonderful boy wanders Seattle with me, is up for adventures, is nerdy, yet a jock, and a smartass.
I love the fact that his roommates like me and I can go hang out there and spend the night, and its only 20 minutes to work from there.
I love my dad and the relationship that we are building through music now that we are both adults and have both matured.
I love the fact that I have a great community on Twitter that is steadily building and is both business and pleasure.
I love that  I am gaining renound as both a photographerand a writer, based out of Seattle
I love the fact that I am recognized at venues and am gaining friends with similar interests.
I love the 2_lines community and I love how amazing, supportive, talented, wonderful and brilliant you all are.
I love you all so much that it scares me and I really want to buy a house and invite you all to come for a permanent visit.

I love the Emerald City that I live in, the air that I breathe, and the person I have become.
I love that I have smiled more in the past month then I have in years.
I have not self injured in 4 years as of today. My 20th birthday is in 39 days.

I love my life, for the first time in years.

Thank you for being a part of it.
Please know that in my heart, you mean the world to me.

 


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New Writing: Thursday Night [Apr. 4th, 2009|11:16 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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The smell of our indiscretions lingers,
the perfume of our sweat a stale lullaby
as i breathe in the scent of our elation.

The sound of your breathing hitches
and your arm closes in on my escape
and my heart begins its race.

The feel of our skin quivers
and our hands catch abandoned phallanges
and we kiss oh so sweetly.

The beat of our hearts quickens
and our mouths shape signs of happiness
as we fall back into the oblivion of sleep.

4/3/09- 11:00 Pm by Annastasia

Let me know what you guys think! <3333 This one means a lot to me.

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Fuck. [Oct. 17th, 2008|06:51 am]
Lady Victoria Black
i'm off for the weekend. More info when I get back.

Ps. My mom keep threatening to kill herself. Serious threats that I cant do anything about.
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2008|11:01 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
So apparently in April I was pregnant with Kermits baby- a little girl from what the tests said
I miscarried at 11:31 pm April 3rd sitting with my best friend after I found out he cheated on me.
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Mmmm. Sleep. [Jun. 26th, 2008|06:50 am]
Lady Victoria Black
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So apparently wool fumes make me sleep. Sleep really well and I wake up feeling amazing. A little tired, but still.

The Hemlock is now on its 35th row. I think I should have put a lifeline in because I think I fucked up, but oh well. We will see.
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Home is where the hurt is. [Jun. 21st, 2008|08:33 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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[Current Location |no place like home.]
[Current Mood |numbnumb]
[Current Music |Just Dance- Lady Gaga]

I am starting to realize that I cant count on anyone for anything anymore.

Why did I think that I would move back home and it would fix it all?

Why did I fall for him?

Why did I think that I would be remembered here and that people would love and respect me and take me back and want to actually spend time with me? Hell I cant even get faire friends to talk to me.

I'm so close to moving away, starting over.
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Megan! [Jun. 16th, 2008|07:29 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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[Current Music |C89.5]

I need my sock pictures from outside El Co before the Aiden show and the one with Wil and the sock!

<3333 I would loveth you forever and be SO willing to get you free or cheap yarn! <3
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In Memorial [May. 18th, 2008|03:39 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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[Current Location |Lost in Rp]
[Current Mood |coldcold]
[Current Music |Anberlin- Time and Confusion]

One of the 2_lines member took his own life this weekend. In memorial of jadedgothchild I would like to say a few things as I did know him outside of the community and was a big part of my life during my senior year of high school.

During my senior year of high school I was in California and working my ass off. He provided support, laughs, a friend and an amazing RP buddy to bounce things off of. A fellow fandom geek, as well as a fellow writer and Med student, I found someone who understood in him. We slashed, we wrote. He helped me through some hard times senior year, mainly my feeling of isolation from anyone who cared. Also, he was the only one who got my weird ideas with Sammy and Dean. As an online only friend, he was amazing.

Although we grew apart since I moved back to Seattle, I have missed him. My heart will ache for his random messages. I hope that he is happy now wherever he is and that all of his dreams have now come true.

I will eventually post the RPs that we did if I can dig them up, in memorial.

You will be missed <33333
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2008|08:37 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
Im falling behind in everything, cant get caught up in anything, falling away into oblivion, disappearing for what its worth to you

I think the stress is getting to me.
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Stolen from FallingforTruth [Jan. 30th, 2008|09:46 pm]
Lady Victoria Black
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[Current Location |renton]
[Current Mood |drunkdrunk]
[Current Music |Gin Blossoms-Follow you Down]

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